Today is the 21st day of my treatment. I am beginning to see some changes now. On the physical side there have only been a few minute changes but I’m beginning to notice more on the emotional side. I’m finding it harder to wake up in the mornings, I’m getting stressed and I’m being a bit of pain in the backside to my family. A few people have noticed some changes in me too but I’m hoping that with all that I’ve learned through the POC over the last few years I’ll be able to learn to adapt to these new experiences. It won’t be an easy ride…I may even ask you for your support and understanding over the next 6 months to a year to make this ride more smooth.
I know I’m being ambiguous right now but when this is all over I do promise to elaborate on what the heck I’m talking about! 
December 13th, 2006 at 5:23 pm
If there is anything I can do please do not hesitate to ask. I’ll be glad to help in any way I can.
December 13th, 2006 at 5:28 pm
Thank you Michelle, If and when I need it I will definitely ask you!
December 17th, 2006 at 1:06 am
Pround of you amit! Thats my strong bwoy! We will get you through it, and carry you when you can’t cope… xxxx
December 24th, 2006 at 3:49 am
Amit, thinking of you today, thought I should say Happy Holidays then I read this post and I have to say it tugs at my heart. You can absolutely count on my support when and if you need it.
Here is one thing I do know and it is that stress will not help you much. I know it is hard but you need to keep yourself as positive as you can and in six months or less we will look back and be thankful that this has passed.
I don’t know if I found you online or you found me but I am glad know you are somewhere out there.
Be strong and thinking of you,
Later.
December 24th, 2006 at 4:28 am
BTW,:) Amit, what is POC?
December 25th, 2006 at 2:14 pm
Awwwwww thank you so much Tabs, that means so much to me! I hope you have a wonderful blessed xmas and I know that I will always be able to count on your support.
POC = Power of choice!
December 26th, 2006 at 8:35 pm
Duh! a couple more visits and I would have guessed it. Best wishes to you in the New Year.