Aug 18

I’ve not been blogging for the last two weeks or so as my sister passed away. She was diagnosed with cancer 6 years ago and had opted not to take the conventional treatment method. It’s been a challenging time for me and the family with everyone dealing with it in their own way. There is no right or wrong way to deal with death; everyone will find their own way and take away their own lessons from it.

My sister also started a blog but she never told me what the address was. A friend has the link and I’ve heard that she posted some very inspiring articles so when I get my hands on them I will post them up here to honour her memory. :-)

I wish I could say I handled it in the most noble way possible but that is not the case. What it has done for me though is remind me to continue making a life. I was watching that film ‘Kung Fu Panda’ recently and init the character ‘Master Oogway’ says to Po the Panda: “Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift; that is why it is called the present.”

As tough as death can be it can also serve as a reminder that there is much to cherish about the now even though at that moment things might seem tough or challenging.

I intend to cover this topic much deeper tomorrow.

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Aug 15

StuHis passion is music (although he would argue it is chocolate!). His voice, so deliberate yet strategically subtle, gentle teasing you into submission for the message he brings. A winning combination to the lyrics, which are layered like a rich tapestry of life experience, higher learning, faith, goals and love. It’s like the poetic murmurings of a beautifully sung prayer – it touch’s your heart and leaves light in your soul!

Read the following in depth interview to uncover why this inspiring new artist is promoting the one thought “the human solution is a divine evolution” and why he has decided to donate his profits to a charity close to his heart.

So Stu, when and why did you start playing guitar, and when did you discover you had the talent to sing?

I asked for a guitar on my 16th birthday, as soon as I knew a few chords I started writing my own songs. A few months later I made my own studio by lashing together my ghetto blaster to my girlfriend’s dad’s stereo.
I knew I could sing as a child because I could imitate all the songs I liked, but I was v shy.

What are your fondest musical memories?

Playing my old Walt Disney record, yes vinyl! My favourite “I wanna be like you” over & over. Still know it word for word & every monkey noise.
Then my next favourite memory is when I was 17 & went to Dingwalls Jazz club on a Sunday afternoon. Giles Peterson was playing frenetic but musical 60’s bebop & two guys (I think maybe “brothers in Jazz”) were dancing, the floor just cleared for them. I can’t describe in words how I felt, the sound & the sight just moved me to tears as I stared, it was a v deep experience. They had such style, grace & physicality, the rhythm, joy & energy was shinning from them, the sound … it was a high that no drugs could come close too.
That experience got me into dancing, so I went every week to these Sunday afternoon jazz clubs, even on my own, it was so cool. Never packed & always full of interesting souls struttin n stepping, expressing their thing. You can see a person s soul through the eyes & how they move to rhythm.

So who are your influences?

The person who is the single biggest influence on me musically is my music teacher, Professor TV Gopalakrishnan, a master of Classical Indian music.

Who are your favorite musicians? Groups?

Musicians & influence is such an enormous question for me; so here goes. My musical training came from listening, first to the radio, with whatever caught my ear. As a young teenager I loved rock n roll, especially Little Richard, but the radio is so diverse & so my taste has always been diverse, but generally its Black music in its many forms. Growing older I could afford records: I loved the songs Prince did, up until about 90’s, loved hip hop beats, conscious lyrics of KRS1 & Chuck D, but the best flow was Big Daddy Kane. At that time you were either an indie kid or hip hop, I was the odd ball, I did like both, though I could only dance to hip hop. Indie songs, bands I appreciated. The breaks in hip hop got me into funk, JB being the obvious, but then the breaks began to get more obscure, jazz influenced & soon my record collection was well over 10,000; gospel, jazz, funk, soul etc.
No one name really stands out, but sooo many songs & artists have influenced me.

So how do you handle mistakes during a performance and do you ever get nervous before a performance?

Mistakes, if u don’t make a big deal of it, other people won’t either. When buskin on the underground I would actually be trying things out, writing, working ideas. True performance art ! the energy & vibe of all those people would become part of the creation. Busker’s do 2 hour slots, its all v official, sometimes for those 2 hours I’d work on 1 song, but people only hear 10 seconds of it so it cool. Any way if I didn’t make “mistakes” I wouldn’t get ideas. Of course I got nervous. The mind is such a trickster. Some days u listen to its crap more than others.

Do you work with other artists, If so who? and why?

Yeah, I got into doing my own stuff by working with others. My first single “Money” by Coco & the Bean, I did the rap for it. These guys did hip hop in their bedroom so this inspired me to do likewise. Currently I’m working with Sali, a Carnatic (south Indian classical) singer on an innovative dance track, also an RnB singer called Kavita, she’s great but keeps burping like Barney (Simpson’s) after a great vocal take.

Ha ha, very funny – I’ll get you back for that!
So, tell us about the REAL Stu?

Big question eh? I’m special, there’s no one quite like me. Then we are all unique & special so I guess I’m ordinarily special. I’m very blessed, I’ve had the opportunity to experience a “western” & “eastern” family life. I’m v healthy. Funny, well I laugh at myself. V positive, love life, especially people, but I think our potential is nowhere near reached. I’m also blessed with many talents, musical creations being the primary. But the more I witness people struggling with themselves, religion, God etc the more I realize that my most treasured blessing is having a direct communication with the divine. I always feel truly at ease with my personal faith & this actually also makes me feel at ease with any religious faith. Religious texts are words but the wisdom is woven between the words, interpretation depends on the heart & mind of the reader. The essence of love is universal, humanity is corrupted by ego. Music transcends all this political egotistical crap because its feeling comes not from words but the movement of notes. Like love it has its universal law. I study Carnatic music because the “laws” that define this music have evolved over thousands of years & its focus is more internal, it has more culture, not to say its better, but it has a different emphasis. It will be many more years before I will master this art but its influence will permeate into my creations.

Why do you want to record and release your own music?

I make one big assumption in life: if I like something, other people will also like it, not everyone, but then not everyone likes Thai red curry, but I do.
“I admit, this rhyme is not mine, it’s inspired, divine….” That’s a quote from “Beats n Love” but it reflects my music. I feel that my music will inspire other people, whether it’s a social or political comment or whether its lust or love, my tunes are varied, but whatever the message & emotion that combination of notes conveys, other people will share & appreciate hearing it.
I feel I have a “product” which is not eclectic, cliquey but has a wide appeal. I want to get “mass” appeal, that will mean more influence, power & of course money. With those ingredients I stand a chance of creating a school for deprived kids.

How do you describe your music to people?

It depends who I’m talking to. Music is a science, its full of maths, symmetry, structure, its incredibly beautiful. Its nature & nature is not as crazy & abstract as many people think. If you are not aware of the fundamentals of it, then how can it be discussed? If u wanna chat like a critic then its all about your perspective, your interpretation & feeling. Many people may share that feeling but not everyone so its not really a discussion.
My music is natural, so without trying it has a structure, symmetry, flow etc. its natural because its inspired: by the millions of songs, rhythms & nature, by life, energy & love.

Out of the songs that you have written so far, which one is your favorite and why?

“On my way” seems to be a big favorite, I like it cos its catchy & has a great positive message. Its not my personal favorite. My favorites are some of my earlier tracks which wont be released till I’m in a position of having a great studio & engineer to do them justice. The sound scape of them is amazing, I would spend sometimes up to 4 months on one track. Now I spend about 4 weeks.
What challenges have you had to face in order to pursue music?
Time has been the biggest challenge. I’ve needed a lot of time to be ready for this release. Physically, spiritually, mentally as well as musically. I’ve practiced yoga for 15 years, studied martial arts, Sufiism, Carnatic music, ayervedic medicine, dance, all to get a balance in my life. I trained to become a school teacher, its all part of the BIG plan, its starting to come together. My drive has pushed me through some v tough times, fate has continually pulled me along. I’m ready now.

Why have you decided to donate your profits to charity and why have you chosen this charity?

The Parry Charitable foundation is a small independent charity that provides a loving home for handicapped children. It’s standard of care is high & there is a big waiting list. Every penny from donation goes into helping the kids NOT on administration. ALL the workers are volunteer, most charities 70% of your donation goes into paying their admin costs.
I know this charity & sometimes work there myself, for these reasons I donate to them.
In the long term I want to set up my own school for deprived children. I’m a qualified school teacher, yoga teacher & scientist as well as many other “life” skills. From a young age I would talk to God. When I was 12 years old I received instructions to help deprived children. This goal is my purpose, music is the vehicle to propel me there.

OK, finally what does “the human solution is a divine evolution” really mean?

It’s from the track ‘On my way’….
Ok this small phrase has a big meaning, & rather like a sutra in yoga text, a surah in the Holy Qur’an or verse from the Holy bible its open to interpretation. Unlike those wonderful books of wisdom the writer is fortunately for me still around. So here’s the intended meaning: evolution; this word is kicking up a big fuss lately, in America some schools are refuting the scientific evidence & claiming the “literal” bible version of evolution. Well books of ancient wisdom such as the Old Testament were written with hidden meaning & depth that belies a superficial surface. The true value of the words lie in studying those hidden meanings. The Darwin theory of evolution & the scientific evidence is compatible with religion in fact it’s magnitude & beauty reinforces a divinity & creation. However this is not the platform for this debate & as I said before, interpretation is dependant on perspective. What’s important is that evolution is not HISTORICAL its continuous. We are still evolving & compared to the history of the world we have just climbed down from the trees. If you look at how we behave we are still as ruthless as we ever were as beasts. Capitalism is the law of the jungle but applied to the City. “Only the strong survive. “ Fortunately this is not the whole story. All over the world people are silently working, giving unconditional love to those who are in need or weaker. I believe that right now, historically, we are at a cross roads of evolution. Technology is changing our lives & the global communication phenomena can & is spreading a message of love. It’s mixed up with violence & sex but Its harder to get any more violent than we are, its impossible to take off any more clothes, but the message of love is limitless & individuals & groups everywhere are able to contribute & unify in a way even the hippies never dreamed off. I read in a Sufi book once (can’t remember which one, sorry). “When we act like animals we are worse than the animals but when we act like angels we are better than the angels.”
Its just a case of time. When will we choose the path of love?

Thank you to Stu for sharing his work with us and giving us the time for this interview, and thank YOU for reading the article.

Peace and Love

If you would like to know more about this artist, then please check out his website WWW.STUSOUNDS.COM

Special thanks to the designer of the website: Pj (www.websitedesignz.net) and Phil (www.macpips.com)

Article written by: Kavita Sohanta - I DO NOT burp in between songs! :)

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Jun 3

Well I’m finally back from Amsterdam and as promised I managed to post up my daily wisdom while I was away. I must apologise if there were small spelling or grammatical errors, in any of the posts, but I did each one within a few minutes as I only had a very limited amount of time to write them.

It was an interesting journey in Amsterdam, that is, to put very mildly. There was one experience that stood out for me from the whole trip and it’s a story I’m going to share here. This is very hard for me, as it’s a part of me that I’m not proud of that initiated the experience but out of it I did learn more about myself in that one night than I have done for a very long time!

She was stunning, had a beautiful aura and the moment she stepped onto the bar I knew that I had to have a lap dance from her. Her skin was softer than a baby. As she proceeded to straddle me I couldn’t help but begin to talk to her. She told me her name was Angelina and that she was a local resident in Amsterdam. I made a comment about how her skin was so soft and made a light note of it by asking her what her secret was? She laughed and asked how old I was. I told her that I was 30 to which she then asked me what my secret was to looking so young? :-D

We continued to speak during the course of the lap dance and to be honest, I’d almost forgotten that she was supposed to be giving me a dance because I really enjoyed the conversation that we were having. Later that evening my friends and I were talking and I noticed that Angelina was sitting at the bar by herself having a drink. I decided to go over and talk to her. We ended up talking for the better part of half an hour. She told me that she was a mother of two even though she was only 23 years old. When she told me that I was totally stunned as not only did she look very young too, but she was doing lap dancing as her primary source of income!

As the conversation went on we learned a great deal about one another. I did ask Angelina if she enjoyed being a lap dancer to which she replied that she did, however, she had plans to go study and train to be a make up artist. She was very confident about herself, what she wanted to do and the dreams she wanted to fulfil. We continued talking about various things and life in general. At the end of the conversation, we gave each other a big hug and I said to her: “You’re beautiful on the inside as well as the outside!” After that I wished her the best in fulfilling her dreams to be a make up artist and wished her luck for her marriage too!

Two days later my friends and I ended up being at the same bar again. After a while Angelina came onto the bar. Shortly after she noticed me, waved at me and gave me a big smile. She beckoned me over to have another lap dance from her. I reluctantly said yes but as she sat onto my lap it just didn’t feel right any more! It felt like I had asked a friend to strip naked and dance for me! I felt very uncomfortable but to express that when you’re in a bar surrounded by men jeering you on is not an easy thing to convey. When she finished her dance I gave her a huge hug and whispered in her ear: “I’m truly sorry, but I feel as if you’re a friend now and that just didn’t seem right to me!” She whispered back; “I know and I could tell, it’s because you’re different to every other guy I’ve met, it’s ok!”

I paid her the money after which I waited and hoped to see her walk by after she’d finished so that I could speak to her further. Unfortunately I had to leave as my other friends wanted to go which meant that it is unlikely that I will ever see her again!

Just after we left the bar one of my friends was very tired and just wanted to sleep. We didn’t have anywhere to stay that night so we decided that he and I would go to the airport and find a quiet corner where he could sleep. My other friends wanted to continue their night out and so we went our separate ways. After we got to the airport we found a good spot where my friend fell asleep. We had 6 hours to kill before our flight and even though I was tired I didn’t feel like sleeping. So I sat down and decided to meditate. The whole experience with Angelina came back to me and I spent the better part of four hours and just thinking about what had happened. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes but I was determined not to cry! It had a huge impact on me what had happened.

I realised that if getting to know someone can make me have a conscience about dancing with this girl then there should be no reason why I find it ok just because I do not personally know the woman, or should I say, the beautiful spirit in front of me. Just like every other man on the planet, I love the site of a naked woman, but that isn’t an excuse for me to satisfy my needs by paying a woman to dance for me. I spent much of that time crucifying myself for what had happened. For good reason too, however, I know that beating myself up inside was not going to change what had happened. Nothing could! It was then that I realised that it was part of the my journey of self discovery that things transpired the way that they did. It was no coincidence that I ended up being at the bar both the nights that Angelina was there, considering that she only danced 3 nights a week. It was what I chose to experience. If I didn’t have that experience with Angelina there would’ve been a chance that I would’ve done the same thing again in the future and continued doing it.

I have no idea if what had happened also had an effect on Angelina. I would love to be able to see her again and tell her the impact she had on me. She probably will never know, but she, in that moment, was my Angel, Angelina.

The question now is where do I go from here? I am always going to be invited to strip clubs by my friends, unless I decide to change my friends! :P So will I ever go again? Yes I will for sure because as far as I’m concerned it’s one place where I still have the opportunity to do some good. Will I ever pay for a lap dance again? No, that is something I will never do again but I have no regrets about what transpired, in fact, I’m grateful. I made my choices, some of which were not the best but I’ve forgiven myself because out of them, I choose the path to grow.

Even whilst writing this I feel like crying, I know it will come out of me at some stage. But I also feel like a new chapter has opened for me and many new doors will open from this experience.

Thank you my Angel-lina! :)

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Mar 5

Hey Everyone! I know my blogging has been very slow as of late so I just wanted to share a few stories of the last couple of weeks.

As I mentioned in my previous post, I spent the previous weekend in Latvia with for a stag weekend. When we landed it was minus 22 degrees C. Needless to say, it was rather chilly! :P Upon arrival myself and the guys went paint balling where we had an fantastic time in temperatures of minus 15 degrees C and in about 10 inches of snow! Anyone who’s been paint balling knows that even in normal temperatures, being hit by a paint ball can be extremely painful, but when you get hit in those sorts of temperatures, the pain is excruciating!! 8O Luckily, I didn’t get hit too much but where I did get hit, I’ll have scars for many weeks to come, and sitting down is still painful! :lol:

This weekend just gone, I had the wonderful privilege of attending the Christopher Howard Break Through to Success seminar in the Excel center in the east of London. It began on the Friday at 9am and for the 3 days until Sunday at 6pm. I have to say that is Chris is a huge inspiration to me, I’ve loved his work for ages and it was definitely a pleasure to see him live. If you’ve never heard of him or seen him, he should be back in London later in the year you can obtain free tickets for the event. I made some wonderful friends over the weekend and because I decided to put my hand up for one of the segments it meant that I personally got some help from Chris in the area of my career and business, in doing so, I also had many offers of help from many people from audience later on too. It just showed me that sometimes unless you raise your hand and ask, you don’t always get.

On Sunday, this physical body turned 30 years old. On Saturday evening I was thrown a surprise party by my amazing friends and the surprise was kept so well, that when I saw some of friends at the restaurant, my initial thought was; “What a coincidence!” It was only when they shouted surprise that I realised it was a surprise birthday! :lol: We had an amazing time and one of my pressies was a turtle teddy which I will cherish for ever! (I love turtles by the way!) I was also splattered with cake in the face but funnily enough I found the cream on the cake to be very moisturising for my face! :P

I’ve had an amazing couple of weeks but now its back to the pleasure of bestowing my pearls of wisdom on a regular basis. :D

It’s on that note that I would like to say that it’s important to make sure that you notice the glorious moments of providence as they unfold in your life on a day to day basis. They are subtle things that will occur for you on a day to day basis, things you may see as coincidence, fate or destiny, but I like to think of those events as an emergence of the power of the human spirit at it’s best. The power of intention, the power of choice, the power of our desires manifesting and creating lasting ripples within our lives to jetison us towards our ultimate outcomes. These things are happening all the time and all we have to do is appreciate and acknowledge them when they occur.

Have a beautiful day.

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Feb 2
Today…
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I just felt like writing whatever came into my head so here goes….

- I’m excited about the weekend. I’m going to buy a present, for my best friend silver butterfly, for his birthday on Monday.

- Even though my knee and shoulder are in a bit of pain I’m determined to push through and keep up my training.

- I want to learn how to feel rejuvenated from just a few hours sleep every night.

- How can I effect serious change on a global scale in a positive way?

- How can I become more humorous?

- Wouldn’t it be great to be able to do a LoA (Law of Attraction) experiment on a global scale.

- Shake your booty

- Lets make love, lots of it.

- Go give a stranger a hug! (If they hit you, give them another hug!)

- This weekend go do something mad that you’ve never ever done before! (I certainly intend too!)

- Go give your car a wash, mine was dirty but I gave it a wash and it looks brand new again!

- How can I bring life coaching to the education system?

- Smile

- Jump

- Go Bananas and eat one too!

- What is fly fishing?

- I have had some absolutely stunning views of the Moon this week.

- Time for me to go home, have a great weekend everybody! :P

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Jan 22

MonaAs much as I love having pictures and observing the great pieces of art around the world, I remembered today to observe the artwork of life. I remembered that the human body is unsurpassed in both it’s mechanical workings and it’s beauty.

Just this evening, I gazed up, and the stars were out. I could see my favorite constellation; Orion. It still truly blows my mind how these giant balls of gas appear to us as tiny specs of beautiful light, scattered across the canvas of the sky.

This morning I was out walking, it was calm and clear, hardly any cars around, I didn’t need my Ipod with me as the birds were providing music to lift and inspire me.

The picture you see at the top of this blog is one I took on my birthday last year. It was one of the most serene sunsets I have ever seen. the light scattering of clouds added colour, depth and and made it one of the most awesome sights to see.

Yesterday I was in Hampstead Heath. A glorious park situated in North London, it has to be one of the pleasant places to be on a Sunday afternoon. There is one point in the park which is quite high up on a hill, and from that point you can see all of London in all it’s glory. The skyline with all the wondrous man made creations made it truly a site to see. I could only stand in awe!

On a day to day basis, look at all the spectacular pieces out there, take a moment, absorb the truly magnificent creations and take snapshots of those priceless works of art! :)

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Jan 15

Super HeroJust yesterday I was sitting on my bed happily blogging away with my music in the background and letting the creative juices flow. To get myself in the naturally inspired creative mindset I’ll often create random playlists and yesterday an old friend decided to emerge from my playlist of over a five thousand songs. It’s a song by M-People called: “Search for the hero.” I’m sure most of you have heard it but if you haven’t I seriously recommend that you get yourself a copy. It’s one of those songs that you have to play when you’re in a place where you feel somewhat overwhelmed by the challenges that you face on a day to day basis. So whenever you find yourself struggling, remember to search for that hero, that hero deep inside yourself. Whats your theme music for today?

Lyrics:

Sometimes the river flows but nothing breathes.
A train arrives but never leaves.
It’s a shame.
Oh life - like love that walks out of the door,
Of being rich or being poor.
Such a shame.
But it’s then, then that faith arrives
To make you feel at least alive.
And that’s why you should keep on aiming high,
Just seek yourself and you will shine.

[chorus]
You’ve go to search for the hero inside yourself,
Search for the secrets you hide.
Search for the hero inside yourself
Until you find the key to your life.

In this life, long and hard though it may seem,
Live it as you’d live a dream.
Aim so high.
Just keep the flame of truth burning bright.
The missing treasure you must find
Because you and only you alone
Can build a bridge across the stream.
Weave your spell in life’s rich tapestry -
Your passport to a feel supreme.

[chorus]

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Jan 4

SkyI have now been on my treatment for 6 weeks and am just entering week 7. So far it has been an interesting challenge and that is truly putting it mildly. I can honestly say that prior to Xmas and New Years I was really struggling to find any drive or desire to do anything. I spent much of that time in bed and just thinking about what was going on in my life. But even after all the beating up of myself that I did I managed to find some appreciation for my life as it is and regain that drive to continue in all the persuits that I’ve been doing.

This made me ask myself was it the medication or was it was an emotional state I was putting myself in and the answer is that it was a bit of both. The medication itself is definitely changing me and having an emotional effect on me and I knew that I needed a good boost to get me back on track. One thought that came into my head was the New year boost that I mentioned in my post on Tuesday about using it as a catapult to slingshot myself back into a powerful emotional state and so far, I say with great relief, it has worked well for me. I feel like the person I was before all of this began, still facing the challenges, but facing the challenges with a healthy anticipation of what the future holds and feeling more in control rather the medication controlling me.

On a slightly different note but still related, one thing I’m finding right now is that my energy levels are not as high as they could be and so I’m currently looking into getting a good alkalizing green drink supplement that will give my body that energy boost it needs to keep my level of drive as high as it can be during this challenging time. I’ve never tried them before but after doing a little bit of reading about about alkalinity in the body it sort of resonated with me and so I want to give it a go. :) If any of you have any experience of this, I would love to hear them!

Remember: Be all you can be! ;)

The Secret DVD

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Dec 21
Who are you?
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Who are you truly? What has been the biggest factor in your shaping to date? When people say the phrase: “be yourself” what do they truly mean and is that even possible with so much to influence us? We are the constructs of so much information, we are made by those things that colour and saturate our growth process. If there is a part of you inside the chances are that is it lost amongst layers upon layers of external input. Very rarely do we show the world who we truly are and that in itself may just be the most difficult things in the world to do. I know that there are parts of me I choose to hide for whatever reasons and on the flip side there are parts of me that shine through that are as a result of those things that have penetrated my being and have made me act in a very specific way.

Just as there was that DVD called: What the bleep do we know? I think there should be a new one called “Who the bleep are we?” I may be challenged for saying this but I believe that very few people actually know themselves and I for one am one of those. Everyday is a growing process and at the same time I’m taking on information and behaviors that are ultimately deciding what actions I will take from one moment to the next. However there is a part of me that wants that sponginess to stop. We are all sponges, soaking up our environments. Most of the times we have to be sponges because there is so much to learn in this day and age that every day becomes a university. I want that part of the sponge to remain open for business but I want the part of me the chooses what actions I take and the personality that I emit to be a more like a rock than a sponge. I want to choose a pattern of behavior that is what I decided to be in accordance with the belief systems that I have decided best reflects what I believe the universe is about and accurately reflects the purpose I have created for myself.

This is a very challenging time for me with the treatment that I am having. Who I was 4 weeks ago is very different than the person I am today and the hurdles before me seem very high although I am sure they are not. But despite those hurdles I will take that fight to my very core. It’s not a fight of violence, but a fight of love whereby I must find a way of accepting these new facets of who I am and integrate them into the person I wish to ultimately shape myself into. I am no different from anyone else though, everyone faces those challenges on a daily basis and the process of discovery of the person who you are or have chosen to be deep down, must be faced with love and your held high! Whether you see that inner person with an exact avatar or whether you decide that, that person will be someone new on a daily basis, do it with a sense of pure acceptance of you. You will change, you will adapt, your purpose will change, your desires will change, you ideal self will change, but change is a sponge, waiting to be immersed in a bucket of water.

With great wishes of love to you on this amazing winters day…

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Dec 13

Today is the 21st day of my treatment. I am beginning to see some changes now. On the physical side there have only been a few minute changes but I’m beginning to notice more on the emotional side. I’m finding it harder to wake up in the mornings, I’m getting stressed and I’m being a bit of pain in the backside to my family. A few people have noticed some changes in me too but I’m hoping that with all that I’ve learned through the POC over the last few years I’ll be able to learn to adapt to these new experiences. It won’t be an easy ride…I may even ask you for your support and understanding over the next 6 months to a year to make this ride more smooth.

I know I’m being ambiguous right now but when this is all over I do promise to elaborate on what the heck I’m talking about! :lol:

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Dec 4
5 things…
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I was just peeking on Serenity’s blog and I noticed that she put up 5 things that people may not know about her and so I thought I would do the same so here goes…

1) I was once one of the leads in an operatic version we did of “Noah’s Ark” at school.
2) A friend and I once created a rap song and video which we filmed in my garage. It was called: “We’ve got the soul to rock and roll”
3) I used to be a professional magician and I did a stage act in front of about 500 people back in the late 90’s.
4) I’ve been on T.V. several times…all of which were just random times where I happened to be in the right place at the right time. I’ve never seen any of the programs I’ve appeared in, I’ve only ever been told by other people about them. (Strangers still come up to me and say: “I’ve seen you on T.V.”)
5) I once met one of the “Harlem Globetrotters” (I can’t remember which one) at my school and had a little competition with him on spinning a basketball on my finger. (I lost but I did pretty well)

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Nov 28
Day 5 of my treatment.
icon1 Amit Sodha | icon2 Daily, Diary Entry, Health | icon4 11 28th, 2006| icon35 Comments »

Still no significant changes but there are one or two things that I’ve noticed. But it’s been overshadowed by the mother all toothaches over the last few days. I was in unbearable pain and I never thought I would say this but I am actually looking forward to seeing my dentist tomorrow. :lol:

The medication I’m on is a fairly low dosage and my doc did say that this wouldn’t make much difference to me but was a good place to start to get my body used to the changes.

Thank you for my healing.

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Nov 25
Day 3 of my treatment
icon1 Amit Sodha | icon2 Daily, Diary Entry, Health | icon4 11 25th, 2006| icon36 Comments »

I’m currently undergoing some treatment and although I can’t say what it is, I do want to document it so I can keep a track of the effects that this treatment is having on me. So far so good. Compared the the stuff I tried when I was 20 this seems to be much better and doesn’t drain me as much.

Thank you for my healing! :)

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Nov 22
Podcasts coming soon!
icon1 Amit Sodha | icon2 Daily, Diary Entry | icon4 11 22nd, 2006| icon34 Comments »

Hi All,

Just a quick note to say that I’ve recorded my first two podcasts and I will be putting them up soon.

The first one is on “Why Personal Development?” Which is about 30 minutes long and the second is on “Start FAFing Around” which is about 10 minutes long. The second one is shorter and I intended that one more for my life coaching site but I will also be putting that up here.

Please bear in mind that these are my first attempts and so I know they are far from perfect but they are hopefully the beginning of a new addition for this blog. :)

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Nov 6

Even though I am who I am, I am still getting to know myself and getting to know the nature of others. I understand fully that whatever experiences that do manifest within my life are of my choosing. But alas, I am still human and sometimes when I’ve attracted those negative experiences I must accept that part of me which will naturally become upset or hurt.

I recently found out that things were being said about me by people I consider close friends and when I found this out I immediately had to question the person I am and my actions.

What led to them saying these things about me?

If that is truly their opinion of me then why not tell me direct?

What did I say or do to cause this?

This is where sometimes knowing about the power of choice or knowing that you the cause of the events in my life that you can easily become distressed or feel helpless that regardless of whether you think you’re doing good, contributing to the greater good or working on self growth, there will be times when others will not see your actions as good things.

Take it from me; take comfort from the fact that just as much as you may have been the cause, you also have the power to change, to power to choose a new direction, the power to attract new people and the power to shape your destiny!

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Oct 16
Busy busy busy!
icon1 Amit Sodha | icon2 Diary Entry | icon4 10 16th, 2006| icon314 Comments »

Hi All, I know I’ve been very quiet as of late and I humbly apologise to those eagerley awaiting my pearls of wisdom! :P

I’ve been very busy at work for the past few weeks and I have also been very busy and active in my social life, playing badminton (I’ve got my first league match of the season this Saturday), networking, life coaching, being life coached, dating, etc etc etc….you know how it can be for a 29 year old socialite!

I’m asked on many occasions how I bring balance to my life considering the amount of things that I do. Well, the truth is, I don’t always do it so well. I’m not perfect, and I don’t always manage to manage the tasks I choose to undertake as well as I’d like to. I do however do a few things that are a must when it comes to making sure I don’t bite off more than I can chew!

1) Get a calender! - If you don’t have one, get one! Whether it be of the paper variety or the electronic kind, get into the habit of using it. I use a obile phone/PDA and I sync it with my PC every day to keep my calender as up to date as possible.

2) Keep a tast lisk. - I know Tony Robbins would probably shoot me for saying this, but I tried his OPA method and I realised that it was too much for me, I don’t need such a powerful system as yet, just a general daily to do list is quite sufficient

3) Keep a jotter! - Have something you can make notes on always to hand! If I’m near my PC I’ll quickly draught and email with notes or more recently I’ve been saving any random thoughts as blog draughts and work on them later as needed. Or I make notes on my PDA. Always have something to hand you can make notes on as creative thoughts tend to emerge as the most unexpected of times.

UPDATE:
Michelle has kindly offered me a link to one of her aticles about how to make the most out of your to do lists without becoming drowned in them! :) (Thankyou)

Other stuff…

I’ve been pretty much dairy free for 14 days now. I did give in yesterday but I have to say my energy levels have shot up 3 fold! I’ve also been coffee free for 14 days and my sleep has improved so much so that I get a totally restful sleep absolutely every night now without fail!!

I promise I will put up my report on the Tony Robbins UPW seminar as soon as I can!

Miss you! :(

Thats it for now, hope to hear from you all soon!

Peace and god bless! x

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Sep 6

VirusWoah! It’s been an absolutely manic couple of days at work. Unfortunately we got hit by the W32/Opanki.worm virus which affected many of our servers and computers at work that had yet to be patched correctly. Thankfully though, we’ve now managed to get it all under control and with a bit of TLC our servers and computers are well again! :)

The virus got me thinking though. It got me thinking about viruses that affect humanity. I’m not talking about the common cold, or the flu, I’m talking about the human mind. When I talk about viruses of the human mind, I’m talking about negative images, thoughts and words that are spread which ultimately create a result that we do not desire. Just a quick flick through the tabloids and papers will give a good indication of peoples thoughts are directed. Or does it? Is it actually, the other way around? Are those words and images being printed creating and stirring feelings within us that affect the way we think and feel? I truly think it is the latter and it is with that I have consciously decided to keep steer myself away from those things.

I picked up a tabloid paper recently and I found that my physiolgy and emotional state changed in accordance with what I was reading! That was the first time, I consciously felt those sorts of changes, I actually felt the various chemical reactions going off in my body…what does that say about the things being written about?

I don’t want to close myself off completely from what is going on in the world. Nope, that wouldn’t be just as counter productive as those things ruling my life. What I now do is I very briefly watch the news in the mornings and I have an extremely quick skim through the headlines of the newspapers in the canteen at work in the mornings. I do this to stay informed of events around the globe. For those events might require my attention at a later stage. Someone may ask my opinion, and for that, I may have a valid and constructive one to offer. It’s important to keep abreast of current affairs but i think it is unwise to be overwhelmed by events to the point where is creates stress within me because it makes me less productive.

Because I’ve reduced the amount of attention that I’ve given to t.v., newspapers etc, I’ve found that I’m much more able to focus my thoughts and attention in the area that I choose. Recently I did an experiment on seeing all humans as angels and had interesting results. More recently I’ve been creating and guiding my thoughts towards creating more abundance in my life and again I’ve had some very interesting results!

To conclude, I would say to anyone, stay informed, but don’t be overwhelmed. The feeling of being overwhelmed acts like a virus, it spreads not only through your being but to the others around you.

May the power of choice be with you! :p

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Sep 4

Back to SchoolBack to School – But Wait! You Can’t Go

Summer has officially ended, the leaves are beginning to change colours as the seasons shifts to autumn and university is about to start. However, students all over Canada are facing the decision of whether or not to go back – students who are relatively good students. One must question why this is the case, well it’s simple really: the government isn’t allowing us the opportunity to further our education.

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Aug 31

5 a dayA while back I wrote a post about the 5 things you can incorporate into your daily life to live a more happier, and fulfilling life.

After practising it for a few months, I’ve realised that I completely hit the nail on the head with that post. I know it probably sounds like I’m blowing my own trumpet, :p but I have to say that through experiencing it more and more it’s been the main thing that has turned my life around.

Just as a reminder the “5 a day” things were

1) Meditate
2) Smile
3) Laugh
4) Give
5) Appreciate

In my opinion, these 5 things are just as essential as having your 5 fruit and veg everyday. There were days when I didn’t do 1 or 2 of those things and I found myself out of balance. However on the days when I practised all 5, I always ended up having the most superb, spiritual, fun and enjoyable days!

Whether this sounds like absolute crap to you or not, all I can say is give it a try…read my previous post on the subject to understand each one and try it for yourself to see what the results….remember that results speak louder than words or actions and I have said on many occasions “The only way to know, is to try for yourself”.

Most importantly, have fun, enjoy life, don’t take youself too seriously, and laugh like you’ve never laughed before! :D

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Aug 22

Cosmic!Once in a while you get those experiences that just leave a massive smile on your face that you just cannot shake off and that feeling stays with you the whole day! I know that sharing this experience will entice various reactions such as: “That’s just coincidence”, or “That could’ve happened to anyone” or anything of the like but whatever the ultimate reason….or just a random event in the chaos…it’s timing couldn’t have been more perfect!! :)

I recently made a blog post about cosmic ordering in which I mentioned something about the T.V. presenter: Noel Edmonds who turned his life around through cosmic ordering. I also mentioned that through that I managed to “order” the volunteer work that I wanted to do, for which, I’ve now begun my training.

Anway, I was at the office as normal this morning and I did a few tasks before I had to head into the city to our office there. As I left the office I put on my Ipod and decided to listen to an audio book; Ask and it is given by Jerry and Esther Hicks and then I got to the tube station, got onto the train and sat down. As I was listening to the book, I noticed a copy of the Free Daily paper; The Metro. I picked it up and decided to have a quick flick through.

I didn’t see any interesting articles as I skimmed through so I put the paper back down again. I was focusing on what was being said in the book, about attracting what I want in my life and I started thinking about the things I wanted. For some reason I decided to pick up the paper and have a quick look at my horoscope. I don’t know why, it’s something that I haven’t done in a long time and I didn’t usually listen to the horoscopes anyway. But I skimmed to that page, before I got there, I had the thought: “Wouldn’t it be funny if it had something regarding the Law of Attraction?”…And here’s what was written…

“You need to work but good things are coming your way!! When Noel Edmonds bangs on about ‘cosmic ordering’ he reckons you need to work with the cosmos to get what you want. You just can’t wait.”

You can now understand why I had a smile on my face after I put the paper away! :)

Happy ordering! :D

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