My heart is sensitive and romantic and I believe that everyone in this world has that one special soul who they connect with. However recently, life has illuminated the reality of love, and essentially compartmentalised it into a ‘black and white’ order. I have been granted a brief look into the eyes of others around me, who see love as the manifestation of hormones, lust and desire. Where love has nothing to do with your heart or higher self’s purpose, but more of an indication of what other parts of the body are pulling you to do. The stark realisation of this fact aggrieves me; even though I have known it for years and am no stranger to its concept, I never the less find it a difficult and painful awareness to accept.
Have we as humans become so disconnected that even love has lost its mysterious potency? It has been handed over to our bodies and we are but slaves to its satisfaction.
The more I cling onto the thought that love is a beautiful, transformative, uplifting journey for your soul, the more I am forced to witness its corrupt expression.
However being a firm believer in the teachings of Abraham, I know that my thoughts are the powerful engines which shape my reality, therefore I understand that this moment in time serves me well to uphold my firm beliefs in love and what I REALLY want from the love of another.
Why should I bow down to an unnatural concept when my heart craves to experience the power of my creator through the love of another soul. Do I compromise my hearts calling for the sake of conforming to a lifestyle that is accepted by everyone else around me?
As I transmit my intention of love to others I am consistently made to feel guilty for asking for a love that is innocent and sweet, looked upon as though I have a warped, archaic perception of love. Have I always been the human dreaming of being the butterfly, who is now lost in the psychosis?
As you can see, my internal battle and quest to eliminate this loneliness brings pain, doubt and fear. However even though the world around me adopts such a view, I wish to live in my fantasy and hold on to my concept that this person who I fall in love with, will also have the view that love is a soul connection, and not just the result of chemicals and hormones surging around the body.
If this view is indeed a result of years of misconstrued understanding where the barrier between the dream world and real world has been breached, then I wish to allow this to grow within me. It gives me ‘hope’ and paints a picture of a world I ‘choose’ to live in, albeit a reverie.
So with this in mind, I allow the tears in my heart to dry and hold firm my views in the face of harsh truth and with god’s grace breathe in life and wait for the day when my fairy tale romance becomes my reality. I wish to be saturated in its magic, to bathe in its sweet aroma and to taste its intoxicating essence upon my lips!
Follow your dreams in the face of adversity – no matter what the cost!
Peace and Blessings – From a slightly broken heart, but i know i will heal! Kavi xxx
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Beautifully written !! And so very true …
I have never read such true and touching words about love before. You touched my soul.
Thank you.
Greetings from Turkey
Thanks Charlotte (we continue the struggle together! – make sure you go on that date love!)
Educationfan – thank you so much, im glad my words resonated with your own – peace and blessings!
Such a beautifully written letter kavi, so heartfelt and warm. When I read it my heart when out to you as I know how challenging the path of love can sometimes be. Never abandon your dream of meeting your soul mate because just as you are seeking, there is a young man out there also seeking the same. When the encounter occurs, you will both ignite passion and love like never before! You keep dreaming my love!
Your soul twin,
A xxx
Twitter: amitsodha
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Wow. What a beautiful message. There’s power in your words that could only come from someone who writes honestly and from the heart. Despite the “reality” of a loveless love, hold on. The time will come for that pure love to manifest in your life. You just hold on and wait.
There was a time when I was desperately seeking for that same love. Every night, I would feel something I like to call the “accumulated loneliness of my whole being.” Then one day, it just happened. 
I wish you the same happiness I’m feeling now.
Many thanks Jen_Chan! Your prayers and wish’s are reaching me, and i embrace them with complete affection! Bless You! Kav xxx
I just want to let you know that you are not alone.
Great Post.
Love & Gratitude,
Tina
Think Simple. Be Decisive.
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Thank You Manifest Wealth. Thank you for taking time to read my article and leaving such a wonderful comment!
Peace and Blessings! xxx
I have read your message. It is very touching and one that I can relate to effortlessly. I too hope neigh, prey that love finds me and I find it. I don’t know. I really don’t anymore. My heart has been so needlessly broken by a person I loved with all of my aching heart and soul that now I find myself in the midst of confusion and strength only to hang on hoping that love is real. I wish you well.
Hi Joan,
It so awful to have your heart broken to the point where you’re now feeling this way. Remember the lessons of the past but now look to create a new future. Whatever happens do not the let that past dictate or prevent you from experiencing something even better in the future.
Amit
Twitter: amitsodha
Hi Joan, i know what your saying. If you beleive that in everything in life there is a lesson, then take this point in life as the most difficult and challenging lesson. Your confusion is your way of integrating the new knoweldge into your heart. Do not fail yourself in this lesson, for it will lay the foundation for your future.I have every faith in you to get through these dark times, and for love to enter your life! Keep the faith!
Peace and Blessings – Kav