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Aaron

As I sit alone in the moonlight
I begin to reminisce the times we spent
The anguish and the anger make me want to fight
But then I think of what was and what could have been ….what could have been but it just went away….what to say?

The weight of breaths is getting heavier
and it is becoming more difficult to bear what to say
Before you things were just what they were
the sky just a place for the stars and the moon, a road just a road
a glass of wine was no more than a glass of wine
What to say of the birds that used to fly for miles
and now are trapped in a cage just flapping their wings
As for the sky, the road, the cup of wine
one was my tear-drenched scarf
the other an aching nerve
the third a mirror that never reflected the same thing
Here I am restless talking to the stars
there the whole world sleeps in bliss what to say
I didn’t get the meaning of love in words, now I am searching in the air
Hearing this even the breeze turned away its flow, was this love so bad…..what to say
And now such is my condition that neither you nor your thoughts exist
I have no aspirations, no destination, no love, no hope what to say

I am in darkness and my life seems wasted forever
O my soul mate without you I will be lost in desolation
I have embraced all the sorrows of the world and will die in this loneliness…..what to say?

That’s incredible Michelle…It truly is a dilemma but I do believe something very strongly and that is that even if you are not ready to take delivery now, and even if you decide to pass up on this offer, if you still intend for more of this, another one will find it’s way to you!

I love those little in-home fountains and I really want to get one, or should I say, intend one!

I did other things, too, to mainfest it. I have a floor plan and exterior drawings for an octagon house (I don’t know if the real house matches the floor plan, though). I took the drawings of the front & back of the house, printed all of it, actually colored the drawings of the exteriors so it woulld look more realistic, cut them out and taped them to the floor plan so they stand up just like walls would…got this whole 3-dimentional thing going. I also pasted a picture of me in a Chinese garden in the center of the house. I placed one of these near my computer so I could see it (several hours a day!), and another in the living room where I spent a lot of time. That one was in front of a little arrangement I had of a water fountain and the Chinese gods of happiness, prosperity, and longevity. The water fountain has spaces for candles, and I burned a candle every day. All toward the manifestation. Maybe I should have toned it down a little! LOL

Here is the fountain:
http://msmoviesmusic.blogspot.com/2006/10/tealight-pillar-water-fountain.html
and I had the little statues of the gods in the upper spaces where the candles are, and burned a candle just in the lower area in the front.

So……looking forward to your reply!